God told me to tell you:

I took this pic after a very bad storm.

I just want every individual in the world to know that YOU shape your own destiny. YOU alone have the power to control the direction YOU want YOUR life to go in! It's YOUR life!!

I received a very touching private message from someone a few hours ago. This person reached out to me because this person is subscribed to my youtube channel and saw that I love to help people. My mission in life is to save the world, and this message affected me deeply because I see a lot of that person in my friends, my babies at my job.. even myself. I cried and I went to my mother and told her what happened and I cried some more until my mom assured me that I did all the right things in this situation. My heart goes out to all of these people, and myself. It hurts me personally when I see people in a dark hole with seemingly no way out.

But the thing is, sometimes we believe we're standing in a deep dark hole we cannot climb out of, when the reality is we are simply laying down in a deep dark tunnel. All we have to do is stand up and walk out.

No one's keeping us in these dark places.

Sometimes I am blinded by my own naivety and sadness, and I know others are too. It's definitely okay to be in a rut sometimes but don't walk so deep into the dark abyss that you forget that you can turn around and walk right back out into the light, or trip and fall and be so ashamed of your own pity that you forget that you can stand up again.

And another thing, if your life or someone else's life is in real danger, DO something about it!! Again, YOU control where you want YOUR life to go! There's no reason why you should dwell in a dangerous situation or any situation for that matter, constantly sweeping issues under the rug as if they're not even happening. It won't make it any less real. Somebody's ear is open. It's okay to reach out. Sometimes you need a hand to hold.

I've been dealing with a lot of REAL LIFE. Twitter has been my little sanctuary.. the things I disclose there only reveal a corner of my life. You have no idea.

I regret nothing. God is really showing me lately that He is, always has been and always will be right by my side.. FOREVER. His knowledge is unending. His message is invaluable. Seek Him if you seek no one else. Open your heart to Him and he will always send you onto the right path. He will move you forward! Just have faith and trust in Him. God makes NO mistakes!!

"Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."



  1. Hi Essence,
    I'm the girl who came to you about this situation, & I just really want to thank you soooo much! Thank you for offering your experiences to help me with what I'm dealing with! I really really appreciate it! You just don't know...You really inspire me to do better. With that being said, will you be like my big sister/role model? I know it's been months since I came to you, but I really & sincerely thank you! :]



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