|Miss you already!|
I was hoping to have some sort of plan implemented by now, but all Sidney and I have really been doing is relaxing and having fun. Right now, mom-in-law has the baby. She came to pick him up a few minutes ago so she could run errands with her sister and introduce her grandchild to some people. It's been like this the entire time we've been in Cali, and I haven't felt this much peace since before I got pregnant. We've taken trips to San Diego, Rancho Cucamonga, Vegas.. hell even a trip down to the mall feels like a vacation when you don't have to worry about the baby. We were supposed to be in LA right now, but Sidney is under the weather, so I figured I'd hit ya'll with an update, if ya'll care.
|1Oak in Vegas last weekend|
As far as the business goes, we've been hitting crossroad after crossroad. We settled on a business, but at this point we're not sure if we should move forward with that, or marijuana because that may be easier, or what. To keep it all the way real, conversations have come up of us just saying fxck everything and just leaving the country altogether. This feeling of impending doom.. the tension that's hovering over USA lately is too thick to ignore. Not sure if it's something we really need to fear or if the media, and social media, is just out to scare us, but shxt will hit the fan either way. Should we just be proactive and get the fxck outta dodge? idk.
I'm learning that implementation is the hardest part of this process. All the second guessing and overthinking is holding us (mostly me) back from taking that first step. Is this the right choice? What if we put our money into this and it doesn't work? What if this happens, or that happens? It's pretty frustrating for me to know that, after all these years, I still don't know how to get out of my own damn head.
|It wasn't supposed to be this hard.|
At the same time, this IS supposed to be a vacation. Maybe I should have waited until we got back to GA before I even tried to think about it.
Anyway, there are things that are higher on the priority list right now anyway. Health insurance is a headache all by itself. I've never had to shop for it on my own. I've always had it through my parents or my employer so I'm over this process. I got health insurance for us but I'm not sure I made the right choice so I'm still shopping. I also have to do my taxes. Adulting is hard.
We also need to rent the rest of the rooms in our house. This is tricky because we will still live there; we'll be back and forth between there and Cali, so we have to be kind of picky. SO.. if you or someone you know is looking for a room to rent in the Powder Springs area, you can contact me through any of my social media pages. We are pretty laid back BUT we do have a 1-year-old child so we have to draw the line somewhere. lol.
|Pictured: On his best behavior.|
For the sake of not drawing this post out any longer, I will stop here. Shoot me a comment and let me know what you think.